Gore (Spoiler ahead!)

If you don't want to read it, skip ahead.

Omg I just finish watching Final Destination 3-D. Crap it wasn't as good as the old ones but sure the 3-D made up for it! I got a headache though from watching the 3-D. Some of the scenes were exaggerating. Like when this guy got sucked in through the draining pipe from the swimming pool, blah, they didn't completely suck him in but then it tear his body apart and yeah. The other one was this girl who got sucked in by the escalator and she became crushed. Gross. Oh yeah! can't forget about this part! This girl was killed when a WHEEL came smashing on her. It chipped off her head and it showed her head's organ like the brain and whats not. Thats it!

Wouldn't it be good if money can solve everything? Well, if a problem can be solved by money then its not even a problem to begin with. When I looked at the moon tonight, it was so bright. It was also pretty too even though it was just a slight bigger than a crescent moon. This is where I begin to wonder...

Maybe I messed up. Even if I did, I apologize for what I did and yeah. Here you are saying you are not mad yet you are and you didn't want an apology. Then waht do you want? What I can I do to make it up? Probably nothing. At the same time I felt like I gave you alot of chance yet you gave me none. You fucked up on 06-03 and somewhere when you betrayed me back in the beginning of this year. Did I gave you a chance? Now when I fuck up just one time, you're just going to shut me out. You can deny all you want that you didn't or whatever but your actions shows it. I am not a 3 years old. What am I doing wrong seriously. Sometimes I don't even get it. When I am mad you can treat it as if nothing happen the next day, and when you are mad, how come you can't treat it as if nothing happen? I was bum out today when i figured you were mad at me. It affected me but what can I do? since you are not willing to talk to me. Fine, you did but you were kinda being obligated. One word reply. If apology isn't really what you were looking for then what are you looking for? If you say you are not mad then why are you acting like you are mad? It just sucks sometimes and it hurts. I told you what i hate yet you still do it. So tell me, why is there chances for you and none for me? Maybe this doesn't even matter anymore. Like you said you only respond stuff that matters to you. Whatever it is. I am sorry.
This happen today, so if you didn't have anything happen with me today then don't think or assume that it is you okay? =D

Tomorrow is a new day right? Then got to have a fresh start.

Close My Eyes

Close my eyes and I'll be falling asleep. After blogging I will watch DIE 2 and then Galileo.

School been alright. I guess of all the class, the only class that I dislike the most is History. I should have thought twice about taking that class. Too much reading and info and I keep on playing with my hair instead of paying attention. It is too hard for me to pay attention when I have no interest in them at all. the only thing that I like about this semester is that I am only going to school for 3 days. Somehow I still feel like it is still summer.

Sometimes I wonder if you deserve all the chance I gave to you. Sometimes you do but most of the time you don't. If anyone I would rather be close to anyone but you.

Sometimes, people just need to learn how to be quiet.

Going Against

Even though I am against the tide I am not afraid,
When my hands change forms the waves sleep.
No matter how big the waves are, they will be destroyed.
Why not learn how to softly move the waves and play amongst it
If my beloved is lost on the opposite shore,
If I can rest my heart gently it will not be shaken.
Who would I be moved by, if I cannot protect I will let go.
Togetherness, separation, sadness and happiness are like water, don’t forcefully fight against it.
Be kind but not kind like water, move lightness and heaviness with the tide,
Be weak but not weak like water, when the water moves it flows away the heartache
Have acceptance but not accept like water, turn the pressure into wind.
With erosion, even the hardest rocks will melt, turning hatred into emptiness
Don’t fight to be first – this is the best trait which you cannot find anywhere.
When you never focus on who your enemies are, that’s when you have none.
When shaken you cannot be peaceful you need to know how to use the power,
No matter whether you are sinking or floating, moving with or against the tide,
Turn around but not touch the shadow, just like shadow disappearing.

2 Month

2 Month is not enough. It seem like it is really close. I must shape up as much as possible or else I will regret for the rest of my life. I am pretty much looking forward to it. That means Gym as much as possible for me and I must not get lazy! XD

School is starting on monday and I feel like I am not ready only because I start at 8 in the morning. Wow I can't believe I'll be starting at 8 all over again. This sucks. I hope the class will go by faster though this time around I won't have as much class with Nora. Sigh, its going to be boring with out her in class. I also hope that I can add pol sci. Or else I am screwed!

Shi Fu came by my store and bought something. I was nervous and hope that he won't come to my line. But its all good. Seeing him reminds of the happy past that I was in before. It was only a year since I saw him. Wait, did I say one year? Yes I did and times fly by in a blink of an eye. Sigh. Even though Shi Fu didn't ask if I celebrate bday with my other friend, he probably knows the answer since he is also close with that other particular student.

My niece and newphew is growing up. I hate to admit but I am getting old.

Somehow I feel like we drifted apart. Yes, we.

Time flies by

It's been one year. And time really flies by quickly. Who can I run to when I need someone?

Kung Fu Dunk!

I just finish Kung Fu Dunk that I bought like a year ago I think, and I never open it till now. It is funny yet unrealistic. That is all. Xiao you probably watched this already since Jay is in it huh!

There is a series of event that happened. I went out to eat with Nora one night and then after that I went to dessert with her. HAHA we are truly pigs. We talk about some shit and yeah, I hope you feel better, nonetheless just hang in there.

I wish you are here now so I can talk or see you! I miss you NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

The other night, I hang out with Ivan, Heidi, Renee, Kevin and Eric for dessert and it was fun. It is always fun when I'm out with the usual for dessert. It is always 3-1 ahaha I feel so bad for you Ivan, but that is what he gets! =D.. Too bad if I didn't have to fix my computer and if I wasn't so tired, I woulda hang out with them yesterday night for dinner and whatever they were doing last night.