Thanks

Thank you so much for driving me. I knew I can count on you that is why you were the first person that came on to my mind....

After I got picked up from pool I went to IN N OUT and we ate in the car and talk. We talk and talk for almost like an hour and its great catching up with you. Too bad we will have less class this semester and see each other less. I am glad I am still in touch with you! I don't know if you read this or not but I hope you don't. =X. Whatever you are going through right now, I hope you made the right path and if you ever need someone to talk to, I am here!

I don't know what went wrong at POOL but I certainly wish you would have talked with us.

2nd day of Raymond Lam's concert and I really wish right now I was there. To get his autograph CD. I really want it. I wonder if people would sell it on EBAY. I would pay a 100 bucks for it. I feel sad now when I know I didnt go. I just want to escape and see someone I really admire.

林峯

Alright today is officially the concert of Raymond Lam. I am sad that I am not there with him to open his first concert. When I saw the clip of the concert, there were alot of guys beside me taht are his fans. They were filming him through their phone! I so wish I was there. But oh wells, I am sure when he is around here I will be there. BE THERE. I WILL BE WAITING.

I have drop summer school and I am glad I did because now I don't feel like I have any pressure or stress over school. HURRAY for me =]. I wonder what I should do next, well I think I have a plan of what I am already going to do but until then if I am sucessful of doing it then I will let everybody know but until then i'll keep quiet about it.

So I wonder if you are playing around with me or not. I feel so close with you at times but at the same time I feel distant. I wonder why? Maybe its because of what you said that night? But I don't think its that night anymore. Maybe its your actions. I feel like you feel like you are obligated to do all of what you do. If thats the case then I don't want you to do it just cuz you feel obligated. So tell me how do you really feel? I want to know.

Someone told me that they are going to SJSU. I am really sad about it but I should have expected. I feel like when you leave, a part of me will also be leaving though I don't want you to leave. Even though we don't talk as much i still miss your presence here in SF. I really don't know what to say though I do wish that you will transfer back. So evil of me. Either way I wish you luck in SJ and do not fail. You're a bright kid. When you respond, my heart literally shocked and happy. I wonder what will our fate be like, will we cross path again?

There is also other problem that is going on in my life but I know I shouldn't be blogging about it because I don't feel like its the right place to let it out.

Tired

I am so tired... LOL I watched UP and it was a great movie. It's funny too. I don't think its all that great but its great. After movie I went to IHOP with Geo and no funny shit happen this time. When I park then I realize I forgot to throw the parking ticket back at the basket but I dont think it matters. We both got what we wanted. After we finished we talk and talk and talk and talk and talk about random shit =]. Dude, I admit I totally saw a different side of you yesterday morning. I mean it in a good way too. Either way I figure out that second cousin is not blood related to you.

School is starting soon and I am not sure if I am going to stick with it. I don't want to go but blah. I havent even choose my classes for fall semester and my registration ticket is just around the corner of my eye. Aside from that I have a very important decision to make.

I went to drink with Hot Chocolate Buddy today but we didn't get any hot chocolate. We got something else. We sat and sat and sat and sat. Talk about random stuff. =]. I love it. Then we went to safeway and I needed to Pee so bad. After that we went home and Here I am blogging.

Thanks HCB (hot chocolate buddy) and Geo for hanging out with me when i am lonely =].

idk

I don't know what is going on.
I delete my tb account because it serves me no point anymore. I don't know what else to say. I am also thinking if I should delete my blog. I think I might.


Sorry for walking out on your day. I don't know what to say or how to make it up. You can be mad at me if you want or upset. I don't know what to say.

Confuse.

So yesterday night was a night that was hilarious for me at Ihop. I went to eat with Geo and then when we order our drinks. Geo asked for coke and then the lady said Pepsi. Then he said Sprite then she said Sierra Mist. LOL that was funny. After that, their freaking soda machine doesn't work so we had to order something else. I ordered a iced coffee but Geo wanted a hot one but that girl insist on him getting the iced one, in the end Geo won the battle. After that, I was suppose to go to sea bowls but I got lost and I didn't know where I was going and no one was picking up my calls so I said FUCK IT... I went to POOL. I won the first round and lost the rest of the rounds which is like 4 rounds! LOL. There was one round where I was winning but then I shot in the black ball =[

I never imagine that you would say that to me. It hurt where it hurt the most. I don't know what to say either. I was lost and confuse. I thought we were absolutely fine. This just makes me, I think I have to re-evaluate who I am. This just makes me feel like shit. I felt like I was breaking my shell to you but now I just have to re-build that shell again. For seriously, you said what you said and I don't know how I interpret wrong. It was painful for me to hear that. It was even more painful to ripe out the pages but who cares, I feel like in didn't even matter to you but who am I to say. Now it is even more triple painful for me to walk this path. Just like last time you did something behind my back I turned around and look but this time this is even beyond that.

Right now there are like so much shit going on in my life. I wish I don't have to deal with it. I am so tired. Tired of life.