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Omg I just finish watching Final Destination 3-D. Crap it wasn't as good as the old ones but sure the 3-D made up for it! I got a headache though from watching the 3-D. Some of the scenes were exaggerating. Like when this guy got sucked in through the draining pipe from the swimming pool, blah, they didn't completely suck him in but then it tear his body apart and yeah. The other one was this girl who got sucked in by the escalator and she became crushed. Gross. Oh yeah! can't forget about this part! This girl was killed when a WHEEL came smashing on her. It chipped off her head and it showed her head's organ like the brain and whats not. Thats it!
Wouldn't it be good if money can solve everything? Well, if a problem can be solved by money then its not even a problem to begin with. When I looked at the moon tonight, it was so bright. It was also pretty too even though it was just a slight bigger than a crescent moon. This is where I begin to wonder...
Maybe I messed up. Even if I did, I apologize for what I did and yeah. Here you are saying you are not mad yet you are and you didn't want an apology. Then waht do you want? What I can I do to make it up? Probably nothing. At the same time I felt like I gave you alot of chance yet you gave me none. You fucked up on 06-03 and somewhere when you betrayed me back in the beginning of this year. Did I gave you a chance? Now when I fuck up just one time, you're just going to shut me out. You can deny all you want that you didn't or whatever but your actions shows it. I am not a 3 years old. What am I doing wrong seriously. Sometimes I don't even get it. When I am mad you can treat it as if nothing happen the next day, and when you are mad, how come you can't treat it as if nothing happen? I was bum out today when i figured you were mad at me. It affected me but what can I do? since you are not willing to talk to me. Fine, you did but you were kinda being obligated. One word reply. If apology isn't really what you were looking for then what are you looking for? If you say you are not mad then why are you acting like you are mad? It just sucks sometimes and it hurts. I told you what i hate yet you still do it. So tell me, why is there chances for you and none for me? Maybe this doesn't even matter anymore. Like you said you only respond stuff that matters to you. Whatever it is. I am sorry.
This happen today, so if you didn't have anything happen with me today then don't think or assume that it is you okay? =D
Tomorrow is a new day right? Then got to have a fresh start.
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when i saw the moon today, i thought of you. i wanted to tell you to watch the moon a little before you knocked out because it was just that gorgeous.
it sounded like you had a bad day. and yes, tomorrow is another day. don't dwell on things that thinking won't fix. just let time fix things, and if it doesn't, then it's not meant to be. in that case, you just need to learn to let go.. even if it's a little challenging.
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