PEOPLE JUST NEED TO GET THE FUCK OUT AND FUCK OFF.
Today and yesterday was sooooooooooo hot. There wasn't any difference I believe, or today was more hot. Either way it was hot. Class was alright today. I didn't do much in all three of my classes. After my last class I went to lunch with Georgie and Heidi, and it was funny. We went to this japanese place in westlake, and its better than any other japanese I've been to so far. Now I am here blogging and seriously the heat is killing me.
Why do I feel like you are not real as a friend? It seems like when you're done with me you would go on to the next one and just kinda completely being fucked up. Every time when you get on my good side, you are somehow ended up in the bad side. What are you? I feel like I don't know you. What the hell.
I gave you another shot the other day. Somehow I believed we can still make it but for some reason I feel like I am being more drifted away from your life and your life. Somehow you don't even notice how I feel yet you still pretend like everything is fine. Should I let go? If I decide to let go then I am going to start to have to be cruel to you. I have to be cruel to be kind. I'm just not gonna care anymore. You pushed me away.
Whatever, maybe this stupid heat got into me or something.
Monday, April 20, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
The DUEL 2
I just finished watching the first episode of the DUEL 2 and it is somewhat interesting.
This time around I am rooting for my boy Landon and girl Jenn!
This time around I am rooting for my boy Landon and girl Jenn!
Sunday, April 5, 2009
June 18th-19th
I am really depress right now. Raymond is going to have his first official concert in June in HK. Sigh, I wish I can somehow go there and see him in person again. I am so tired, because of working and the gym! I need sleep! I think I am lacking of sleep. Everyone is having fun in LA! and I wish I can go down there.
It was nice talking to you on the phone, but half of the time I was really tired. I hope things got sorted out but nonetheless I know I won't be expecting anything from you ever but that doesn't mean it is a bad thing. I dunno. tell me what you want? Do you want me to continue to expect from you or not anymore?...Sometimes, it is really hard for me to tell if you are lieing or not especially after that one time. Nonetheless, I want us to work on it.
Tell me how you feel too.
I wish we could have went out on sat.
It was nice talking to you on the phone, but half of the time I was really tired. I hope things got sorted out but nonetheless I know I won't be expecting anything from you ever but that doesn't mean it is a bad thing. I dunno. tell me what you want? Do you want me to continue to expect from you or not anymore?...Sometimes, it is really hard for me to tell if you are lieing or not especially after that one time. Nonetheless, I want us to work on it.
Tell me how you feel too.
I wish we could have went out on sat.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
如果时间来到 (If Time Comes)
And it is spring break! I can't wait until spring break!!!!
I have 1 quiz and a midterm tomorrow.. I didn't even study =0 but I am pretty sure I will pass it regardless. I should have study today but I did nothing so I consider this is a unproductive day. Well I did have plans but I got cancel out sorta at the last minute again but not like it happen the first time anyway.
Something unexpected happen yesterday right when I got cancel out. Real unexpected. Just when I thought everything was going to be over. If time didn't come, I would have never forgotten you already but it's too late. The only thing for me to remember were the happy times we've been through together. Sad to say but time has move on...
Allow the drama plot to give a preview; So matching and perfect
He complements you; Everyone thinks that both of you will work out well
It's just like understanding it suddenly; Even though it's just admiration
By backing out, silence is even better
The strong desire to be close unexpectedly makes me slow down my footsteps
The closer one is, the earlier one gets hurt
Allow me to use a love song to weep and pour out my woes
The words that haven't been said; Leave them up in the sky ten thousand miles away
I'm too proud; Will rather use laughter to replace the utter gloominess
An unspoken love is the best
Please remember that if the time has arrived
Do stop in your track; Pleading not to make myself a joke by losing my balance and fall
Stepping onto the road of exit; Allow the return of the temporarily-borrowed; But who's there to cherish together (with me)?
Turning my back around must be quicker, before my tears are out; It's a pity that you haven't known
No fortune to grow old together; But neither is time being spent in vain
Loving with no regrets; The difficulty is even higher
On the most hurtful night, the starlight will continue to guide my path
Silence can be felt as well
Turning my back around must be quicker, before my tears are out; It seems like you've already known as well
I have 1 quiz and a midterm tomorrow.. I didn't even study =0 but I am pretty sure I will pass it regardless. I should have study today but I did nothing so I consider this is a unproductive day. Well I did have plans but I got cancel out sorta at the last minute again but not like it happen the first time anyway.
Something unexpected happen yesterday right when I got cancel out. Real unexpected. Just when I thought everything was going to be over. If time didn't come, I would have never forgotten you already but it's too late. The only thing for me to remember were the happy times we've been through together. Sad to say but time has move on...
Allow the drama plot to give a preview; So matching and perfect
He complements you; Everyone thinks that both of you will work out well
It's just like understanding it suddenly; Even though it's just admiration
By backing out, silence is even better
The strong desire to be close unexpectedly makes me slow down my footsteps
The closer one is, the earlier one gets hurt
Allow me to use a love song to weep and pour out my woes
The words that haven't been said; Leave them up in the sky ten thousand miles away
I'm too proud; Will rather use laughter to replace the utter gloominess
An unspoken love is the best
Please remember that if the time has arrived
Do stop in your track; Pleading not to make myself a joke by losing my balance and fall
Stepping onto the road of exit; Allow the return of the temporarily-borrowed; But who's there to cherish together (with me)?
Turning my back around must be quicker, before my tears are out; It's a pity that you haven't known
No fortune to grow old together; But neither is time being spent in vain
Loving with no regrets; The difficulty is even higher
On the most hurtful night, the starlight will continue to guide my path
Silence can be felt as well
Turning my back around must be quicker, before my tears are out; It seems like you've already known as well
Monday, March 30, 2009
Finally
Finally I get to sleep in tomorrow because I got no school! YAY! I was looking forward to hang out tomorrow but you're busy and I guess I have nothing to look forward anymore. Maybe I can do something else alone or I might just hit up the gym or something. Oh well of course I am sad about it but I'm not gonna be a bitch about it either because you just gotta do whatever you gotta do.
Why do you still try to talk to me when you obviously gave up?..... You got me good and I won't turn back this time around. I was surprise you try to talk to me when you were the one who didn't want things to be fixed. So what are you trying to do now?
"When did someone as lazy as I am find something worth protecting in you?"
Sigh I'm sad.
Unwanted.
Why do you still try to talk to me when you obviously gave up?..... You got me good and I won't turn back this time around. I was surprise you try to talk to me when you were the one who didn't want things to be fixed. So what are you trying to do now?
"When did someone as lazy as I am find something worth protecting in you?"
Sigh I'm sad.
Unwanted.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
明天以后 (After Tomorrow)
I am relief on the grade that I got on my bio class for my midterm. It determined my fate that I didn't have to drop that class. Though I wish I can because it is that DAMN boring. Sigh, usually my teacher suggest the class to walk on the stairs but today when Nora and I took the elevator (like we always do), we got caught by the teacher. =X and we're just like Hi. LOL
I just got back from the gym and I am so so 110% dead tired. And I mean dead tired.
Is it a good idea to be close with someone you don't trust? Probably not. It's like I am setting up a trap for myself. But but, I can't be fuck up either and be like bye your outa my life. I don't know what to do. At times I love talking to you and at times I just hate the fact that....... Maybe I am just trap in the past like I usually am. shit.
After tomorrow, will everything be fine?
After tomorrow, will everything go back to normal?
After tomorrow, will I gain back my comfort zone?
After tomorrow, will I finally flow like water?
After tomorrow, will fate open a new door to my life?
I hate the feeling of no responding.
I just got back from the gym and I am so so 110% dead tired. And I mean dead tired.
Is it a good idea to be close with someone you don't trust? Probably not. It's like I am setting up a trap for myself. But but, I can't be fuck up either and be like bye your outa my life. I don't know what to do. At times I love talking to you and at times I just hate the fact that....... Maybe I am just trap in the past like I usually am. shit.
After tomorrow, will everything be fine?
After tomorrow, will everything go back to normal?
After tomorrow, will I gain back my comfort zone?
After tomorrow, will I finally flow like water?
After tomorrow, will fate open a new door to my life?
I hate the feeling of no responding.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Exhausted
I am so so so tired so I didn't go to my last class so now I am at home. I will nap after I blog this. and I still have to study for my test tonight argh. I feel like I am somewhat screwed because I totally don't remember what the class was talking about on this chapter. Damn, and I really want to skip tonight if it weren't for that test.
I've been playing RE5!!!!!!!!! w00t! its finally out and its really enjoyable because it has co-op in it. Damn, its like 2009 right now and I've been following this series of game since 1998, makes me hella old!...aside from that I also been playing SF4 it looks hella sick and its fun. We should all get together and have a VIDEO game night.
I've been playing RE5!!!!!!!!! w00t! its finally out and its really enjoyable because it has co-op in it. Damn, its like 2009 right now and I've been following this series of game since 1998, makes me hella old!...aside from that I also been playing SF4 it looks hella sick and its fun. We should all get together and have a VIDEO game night.
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